| it's when you have the time to ponder...thats when you figure out the emense pile called life. it seems that nothing is going right and everything is confusing. no matter what i do it just doesn't come accross the right way. almost to the point of tears yet not wanting to let it out cause what good would that do? it's just bottled up and it seems that it will soon explode or bubble over ending in nothing fun either way.
sincerly,
Derek Walker
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| sorry it's been so long but i nolonger have internet at my house so i have kind of given up on this xanga thing. but we will see if it is truly dead. |
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| so new things in my life
well i got my hair cut pictures coming soon maybe.
i am still confused about a lot of things so if anyone feels like they should pray or call me or anything like that i think you all have my number.
well i don't really have anything else to say so i guess talk to you all later and if you want to talk to me then call.
Derek Walker |
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| so life has been crazy lately but yet fun and good at the same time.
at this very moment i have 5 stiches in my mouth and the roof of my mouth is bleeding off and on. so its just a grand old time. if you want to know why then you should ask.
for about the past month i have been hanging out with the firestarters and it has been nothing short of amazing and awesome. God has been doing really great things in my life and in me.
this is gonna be short cause im kinda sleepy and i want to comment on other peoples sites so i will talk to you later maybe
love to all and good night
Derek Walker |
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| so all of you make me smile so much and i thank you for that, along with the prayers thanks so much.
so this might be a bit of a freestyle poem type rant vent pouring out thing.
so i've never really felt anything like this before heart broken and bleeding
ripped out.
it hurts and as i try to pick the parts and splinters up and put them back together i can't not by myself.
so thanks for the help jesus thanks for everything.
and then i stole this song off of stephens site
"Broken Man" by Watashi Wa
Thirteen, I only had a few songs to play
And big dreams to take the whole world on in a day
Oh I believe that everything that hurts has a way
To make you see in ways you'd never seen
God knows I'm a broken man
And I need him to change who I am
I want to run
With all that I have
I won't let this go
You gotta know
And I want to say
Something the world can hear
Something more
You gotta know
Some days its hard to feel the world over me
Stand alone believing in some things I can't see
Oh I believe that everything that hurts has a way
To make you see in ways you'd never seen
God knows I'm a broken man
And I need him to change who I am
I want to run
With all that I have I won't let this go
You gotta know
I wanna say something the world can hear
Something more you gotta know
I wanna see things that I've never known
And never seen you gotta know
I want to run
With all that I have I won't let this go
You gotta know
thanks to all and i love you all
Dubs |
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